Healing is Necessary so We Can be Creative
In this post I am going to write about the association between the 1st ray of Creativity and the 6th ray healing, discussing why healing is necessary if we want to be creative.
I already wrote a post, showing why creativity is only possible through love, and why the external self cannot be creative.
However, It is necessary to delve deeper into why creativity, in addition to love, also needs us to heal wounds created in the past.
Let’s take Master More’s words: «(…) even unconditional love cannot heal all of your wounds(…)«[1].
And Master more explains why: it is not possible to heal when we don’t know what the cause of the wound is.
Seeing the Causes and Effects of Decisions Created by Fear
When we get wounded, there is an event outside of us, responsible for this experience. But the event itself is not the cause of the wound. Experience is always subjective, and it is not synonymous of the event that triggered the experience.
To be clear, it is not the event but the reaction we had when we experienced the event, that triggered a certain decision in us, and this decision created a condition we accepted in our mind, that is the origin of a specific response, every time we are going to face that sort of event, again and again.
With that decision, we created a specific self, or spirit, that is like an automatic programmed response in a certain kind of events. We created many of these selves, in our sojourn on Earth, or any other planets, in the many lifetimes we lived before.
We take these selves with us, after they were created, in our 3 material bodies, from life to life.
And it was easier to create them than it is now to un-create them because they work on a subconscious level and are triggered automatically in various situations of our interaction with Earth but most people is not aware of them or that they were created by themselves.
We have lived a very large number of lives so far and carry with us many of these selves that work on a subconscious level and can be very limiting, leading us to adopt reactive patterns and literally killing all potential for creativity. But we need to see the decision that created these selves, one by one.
Like Master More says:« (…) in order to be free from that decision, you have to become consciously aware of the decision and its consequences. Then, you must consciously replace the previous decision with a new decision»[2]
We also need to look at our fears, see the decision that was made in the past, when we were at a lower level of consciousness, and dismiss the self, created at the time, by acknowledging that we are no longer at that level of consciousness and finally let the self dye.
For this to be possible we have to accept diving into the subjective experience initially created, and face the fear associated with it, until we see clearly its unreality, its illusory nature.
Healing the Wounds Created on Earth
The Masters have said it cleary: it is not by obeying rules according to predefined standards that we follow the self-mastery path, because this is not a mechanical, external path: we need to transform ourselves and change our sense of identity.
Earth is a predatory environment, in which the predominant factor is the existence of beings, referred to as “fallen beings[3]” by the Masters, and whose main agenda is to prevent human beings from assuming their spiritual identity.
For this reason, most humans on Earth, and especially those who were at higher-than-average levels of consciousness, when they were incarnated on the planet, were attacked by these fallen beings and this created deep traumas in their material bodies, especially in the emotional body. For that reason, healing is needed if we want to be creative again.
These traumas did not necessarily affect everyone but affected a large part of human beings who were seen, by these beings, as a threat to their purpose of domination of the planet.
This resulted in the creation of what the Masters call the “primal self” giving rise to a sense of identity as a result of the traumatic experiences suffered by each individual.
With this new self, a decision was made by the spiritual identity who, as a result of the trauma, identified with the new self, to “never again” subject itself to such an experience.
This decision placed a series of conditions or limits, varying from person to person, that began to define what each person believes is possible or impossible to do on Earth and, at the same time, it led to identification with the mortal identity, since this is the one who can suffer and die.
And the main objective became survival, as the traumatic experience led the conscious you, the spiritual identity, to identify with the body and believe that it can die.
From then on, many other selves were created adding to this, forming a sense of identity – or the ego – that began to control everything the person does, through a matrix of fear.
The Masters have given many teachings about this, in a series of books, one of which is Heling Your spiritual Traumas[4]. The Masters can help those who want to become free of these traumas and associated selves. But one thing is certain, they can’t do all the work for us.
The books about the primal- self include decrees, invocations, exercises, that everyone can do. They can even guide us to the source of fear. But we must be the ones to confront that fear and undo the decision taken by us that generated the fear-based self.
The event that caused the trauma wasn’t created by the person, it was created by the fallen beings, with the ill intention of keeping people trapped on fear and, in this way, stop their spiritual growth.
But the way every human being experienced the traumatic event was in accordance with the level of consciousness the person had at the time; the decision to respond to the event by creating a self may not have been totally conscious, but it was implicit in the person’s statement «I never want to live this again. »
The self that was created- the primal self- was born from this statement and the condition accepted by the person «to never live that experience again.» The person accepted a condition whatever it was, convincing his/herself that «if I respect this condition, I will never live this again. »
Once created the «condition», only the person who created it can un-create it. But first, he/she needs to recognize the condition and the cause of why he/she accepted it; after that, he/she needs to make a new decision- to let go of the condition and the self that keeps the condition in his/her life and simply let the correspondent self, die.
Giving an example, let’s say that the person was violently tortured by the fallen beings, many lives ago, because he/she was seen as a threat to these beings, and believed that he/shewas attacked because it was demonstrating a high level of Christ consciousness.
When the person was attacked by these beings, had this belief that if he/she had not demonstrated this higher level of consciousness, he/she would not have been attacked.
So, decided that, if doesn’t want to be attacked again, needs to make the decision not to raise his consciousness beyond a certain level, believing that, if he/she does this, will not be brutally attacked again by those beings.
The belief associated to the decision created the primal self who gained total control over his life, generating a complete paralysis in the spiritual growth.
The primal- self accepted this condition to guarantee its survival. And this is the decision that must be undone by making a better decision now and by letting the related self to die.
Letting die the primal self is a very important milestone in the spiritual path, because when it dies, we can return to the original sense of identity as spiritual beings. The spiritual identity knows that nothing in the world of form can destroy its identity.
And this lesson is another important acknowledgement that needs to be made, to transcend this self, and be healed from the wounds generated on Earth, if we want to be creative again.
As a final reference, all the Masters will gladly help the students who ask for help to heal themselves from these wounds that limit their freedom and growth, all they need to do is to ask for help and play their necessary part in the process.
[1] Master More, The Mystic Initiations of Power, book dictated through the messenger Kim Michaels
[2] Id., ibid
[3] I recommend reading Lord Maitreya’s book, Master Keys to Spiritual Freedom, for detailed information about these beings and how they came to Earth, dictated through de messenger Kim Michaels
[4] Book dictated through the Messenger Kim Michaels
